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How is it that your surrounded by so many Loved ones and still feel alone?
I sit alone surrounded my 4 walls of cement, wondering why I feel like this.
I sit back and pull out the long skinny Kool cig
I pour a shot of Swedish Liquor
I down it, then another one, then another. I finally light the Kool and simply smile.
This seems like its the only time im at home. Im one with the world.
Addiction...such a sweet yet deadly ideal.