Saturday, August 29, 2009

Unknown

How is it that your surrounded by so many Loved ones and still feel alone?
I sit alone surrounded my 4 walls of cement, wondering why I feel like this.
I sit back and pull out the long skinny Kool cig
I pour a shot of Swedish Liquor
I down it, then another one, then another. I finally light the Kool and simply smile.
This seems like its the only time im at home. Im one with the world.
Addiction...such a sweet yet deadly ideal.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Leach

The person I am
I give everything to everyone no matter whether its my last or not
I give when I shouldn't
Im there when i shouldn't be
Im bending ova backwards for you..
and for what?
hmm that's an excellent question for the hell what
i surround myself with people who cant help
who aren't there for me
but yet they suck me dry
like a leach in the Australian jungle
just suck me until im dry
but yet i say its cool because thats my friend
Ive realized that my only friend in life is; ambition, desire, and discipline
They will get me far in life.
People have expiration dates, mainly the reason why i dont put my all into a human being.
Your only as good as the people you surround yourself with!