The new "DanieL" isn't all that bad... he's learn to express himself, Love another human being.
His personaLity has become more dominant as weLL as submissive when needed.
HMM.... how about we combine the two????
Hey that sounds Like an great idea...
The oLd Reggie with aLL his girLfriends and the fLyest nigga you wiLL ever know and DanieL; sophisticated, seasoned, fashionabLe nigga.
Yea i think we have a winner.
SO goodbye BLue Skinny, Steve knee caLf high boot, Nerd Glasses.
WeLL heLLo 993's, Dunks, and what is that..
hmmm... jeans that dont hug my nuts.
Got damn its about time...I shouLd have gotten them bitches amputated.LoL
What some have to reaLize is, you wont fit into this new change.
Don't take it as shade, as a read, none of the above.
It's just Life.
So no more baLLs and shit, might peep through at some of the fashion shows.
But don't expect to see this face on the reguLar.
Gone back to the oLd days where me and my niggas chiLLin on the porch.
ChiLLin with my nigga T and Resa all hours of the night.
Riding Dirtbikes, pLayin football, basketbaLL.
It's 09 motha fuckas its time for a change.. some of yall are so content with yourselves that you feel there is no room for improvement or even change.
I'm Done... yall gonna keep seeing these bLogs until my transition is compeLete... Until next time.
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Change is necessary but your reasons for change are equally if not more important. If you're giving up the gay/ball scene just to bring you closer to heterosexuality isn't that just running away? You can give up your skin tight jeans for basketballs and footballs but that won't make you any less gay. Sure, it'll make you appear to be more masculine to the people around you but that won't really matter because people's opinions change from a day to day. The way I see it is they're both extreme personas... The extravagant gay boy vs. The Macho Man. As I'm sure you know a persona is nothing more than a mask. So are you just going from one mask to another? Take time for Reginald and leave these extremes of Reggie and 'Daniel' if you really want to find yourself and gain some peace of mind.
ReplyDelete"some of yall are so content with yourselves that you feel there is no room for improvement or even change."
ReplyDeletethis is what you said......but you have to understand that while change is good and perfect for you ( and i hope that change really works for you) change and improvement are not for everybody..........Sum people really are content with the way things are goin in there life....is that a bad thing though?! i dont really think so! Often times people feel that it takes a life altering incident for them to want to change and improve for the better.....and also sum people feel that where they are in there own life they might not need to change or improve! i could go on and on but ill sum it up by saying this..... you can change that way you look and dress and tha things you do....but wat does all of that matter if you dont really love yourself in the beginnning?!
~Spoken Truth~
Duwuane
Reggie,
ReplyDeleteI love you. Know that and don't forget it. I know that I haven't done a good job of showing it in th epast year, but that's only because I've been selfish and phenomenally self-absorbed. I dissapeared on you when you were obviously dealing with serious changes. For that, I am sorry.
Anyway that's not why I am replying to this post. I'm replying because I want you to know that I understand what it means to be lost. I know how much the identities we put on can leave us feeling empty, confused, and all wrong. I get it. But I also know that identites are just that...masks. When you're working through figuring out who you are and what you want out of your life, remember that the masks have nothing to do with it in the end. Think about your life and the things that have made you happy, the people that have made you laugh and smile, the places that you've seen. That's where the truth is. That's where the real you lives. Not in the way you present yourself but the way people make you feel and the way you make them feel. If the life you've been leading doesn't make you unhappy, be sure that its not about images or impressions, and that its about your happiness. No one elses. Make sure that its about finding the people and things that will make you whole again, no matter what mask they wear and what image they represent.
You deserve to be happy.
Okay, I think I'm done. I'll keep following this blog by the way. And I'll call you tomorrow.
With Love,
Kia
wow, do i even have to reply to this?
ReplyDeleteListen and read Micheal Beckwith,
ReplyDeletetrust me it will be worth it...