Unknown

How is it that your surrounded by so many Loved ones and still feel alone?
I sit alone surrounded my 4 walls of cement, wondering why I feel like this.
I sit back and pull out the long skinny Kool cig
I pour a shot of Swedish Liquor
I down it, then another one, then another. I finally light the Kool and simply smile.
This seems like its the only time im at home. Im one with the world.
Addiction...such a sweet yet deadly ideal.

Leach

The person I am
I give everything to everyone no matter whether its my last or not
I give when I shouldn't
Im there when i shouldn't be
Im bending ova backwards for you..
and for what?
hmm that's an excellent question for the hell what
i surround myself with people who cant help
who aren't there for me
but yet they suck me dry
like a leach in the Australian jungle
just suck me until im dry
but yet i say its cool because thats my friend
Ive realized that my only friend in life is; ambition, desire, and discipline
They will get me far in life.
People have expiration dates, mainly the reason why i dont put my all into a human being.
Your only as good as the people you surround yourself with!

Weed

Interesting how the nature of the world brings out the purity in people.
I just recently witnessed the beauty of purity.
Three friends expressing their inner most candid feelings.
As i sit and listen, I begin to ponder..
All of these honest people are sharing their times together and all i can do it sit and listen.
I have nothing to offer, not to contribute and listen.
Waterfalls rush from their eyes and trimbliing rushes through their bodies as though their racing a 10 mile race.
I sit and tear simply because I cant offer, I cant share my feelings...
I realized these group of people arent my friends.... i simply have them here to be human.
Why am i allergic to the true meaning of friendship.
My wall are as sterdy as the great wall of China...
The reach to the heavens and to the pit of hell!
I feel like i have no true friends as though...
I do not exsists. I have no one to release my Pandoras Box.
I feel captured amongst these 4 walls.. trying to escpae
Screaming until my lounges close up..
Screamig intil my heart begins to fade.
And my body is empty ..cold and empyrt
no blood rushes. no Reggie's
just slience... and lonelness..
when will come the day i find my true friend
where i feel comfortable to cry my sins to
and celebrate my victories.

Label

Why is it that we only go searching for love when we're lonely.
We never think about it when we're having fun and enjoying life.
Do we use Love as a means only to cure the lonely.
When we do search why do we only search according to the Label.
Nice shoes, money, car, nice style, banging body.
Interesting how television and fashion has blurred the line between true love and the next face on Vouge.
When will the day come when the cheerleader dates the geek and the quarter back dates the soon to be veterinarian.
We consume our lives with no-sense only to feed our own ego.
We wonder why celebrities never last and the couple around the corner are celebrating their 50th anniversary.
There is no image in Love, there is no label, there is no understanding.
Love is the unexplainable feeling that rushes through your body when you see the person that makes you blush.
Human beings have become so selfish and naive that they dont understand what's in their best interest.
When will the day come when we decide to write our own rules. We refuse to be pressured into the "new thing".
We write our own vows that we only choose to stand by for 5 years until we realized the label i purchased isn't all it cracked up to be.
Love is not Thome Brown or Ralph Rucci, not something that is created and re-created until it's perfect.
Love is the run down apartment with nice furniture, the outside may be ugly but inside is what determines the warmth and connection between the two.
This not to say dont have standards, but to be open and loving to anything that comes your way.
When we focus so much on Label we forget to look to the person.
Love.... is only Label that never goes out of style.

New Sheriff.

Just got in from chiLLin with my brother Truth.

Us talking had me reaLize...
Why am I trying to find Love?
Like what??? LoL
I've realized...
1) I dont care to fall in Love its dumb( right not anyway)
2) I have commitment issues so why put myself in the position
3) I dont like being held back
I wanna be able to live life freely and do what I do when I do (words of Dallas)
I hold on to people that I need to let go.. simply because I love havin dem around.
Honestly im over it and im living my life the way i want
So if that means im chiLLin with you one weekend then chiLLin with your bestfriend the other...
Pussy is Pussy.
Yea some people dont agree but the ones that done are usually the ones that are sitting alone in their bed.
So i guess im saying theres a new sheriff in town and this one holds no boundaries.
So I'll be sitting back getting my dick sucked and smokin a J.
Dont care what niggas think. People get their life off judging others simply because they cant/ want to live the life that you live.
Cause I do what I do when I do.
So i say when im chiLLin with you. Dont think for a second your going to be my main joint.
Theres only one of those.. you are here simply to keep my dick hard and keep me occupied.

Sincerly Reggie.... gagged didnt you.. no more Daniel (wink)

SmiLe.

I had the best day today... Like the greatest.
My best friend had her baby shower... i cant wait untill she's due.
Then I went out to meet my friends and we went on a slight double date/chillin session.
When the person came to my car.. It hit me then.
The cute short brown skin lover walked to the car.
Yes it was our first day chillin but yo.. somethin caught my eye bout this one.
THis one might be the keeper.
But the movie was great... i was dying laughing the greatest. so ignorant.
O i found this new book that I want to read its called Push... please go get it.
Then we chilled alone and talked.. really got to know each other...

Today has been the greatest.... want more of em.. and you(wink)

Wind Embrace

Why is it when we go searching for love we find heartbreak.
The everlasting yearn to feel the internal warmth
I've found myself searching for the one my heart truly desires.
All I seem to find is disappointment.
The water sings the wind plays but my heart yearns.
Time after time I open my heart only to be hurt.
I've found myself hating everyone
I no longer want to be around you.
I no longer wish to speak your name.
Yet, your name slips from my mouth as I try to catch myself.
The lights shine so bright as my disintegrate right before my eyes.
The trees yell don't give up
My heart says why even bother.
I'm no one special, I'm just regular 5'3 Reggie.
What's special about me.
I was always told give and you will be given.
I have given my heart, given my soul.
Yet all I'm left with is a broken heart and a damaged soul.
I tell myself don't give up
I tell myself you'll find it one day
Until the day comes, ill still be searching for my everlasting Love.